Hello everyone, I hope you all are having a wonderful week! I am sharing with you all a part two to my previous poem post which is called, "You Won." I love sharing my original poems with you all and have always wanted to do and thank you all so much for the support! Please let me know what kind of poems you would be interested in and I will post them.
2 Player Game
A boy that loved me but made me feel so insecure.
A boy that would brighten my day, but rain on my parade.
A boy that treated me like a queen but made me feel like a peasant.
A boy that took away all my pain and gave it back to me.
A boy I once loved that I would call home.
Some boy to trick me into believing I was his only one.
Some boy to make me believe I was liked.
Some that was liked by all but didn’t recognize when he was wrong.
Some boy that was wrong for treating me like a can of beer.
A can of beer that you taste, use, then toss it away.
I would describe us as a fireplace.
Why? Because
I was the wood being burned in the fireplace at night
And you were the fire initiating the destruction.
A glowing yet so, raging fireplace.
This so-called man whom I call a boy.
You don’t deserve the title of being called a man.
A man is supposed to own up to his actions, take responsibility, and not act like a child treating others as his pawns.
You are a boy that knows how to play the best games, make people feel safe around you, and regret everything that they have told you.
Congratulations, you are a champion.
I thought that you would be my first.
My first person to call my love.
My first person to call me yours.
My first person to share all these experiences together.
But you didn’t deserve this, but someone will.
Someone who will love me for who I am and not try to change my innocence.
Someone who will take pride for what is theirs.
Someone who will get to experience life with me.
Someone who will treasure me.
And it won’t be you.
I won’t go back to you because I am worthy of myself.
I won’t talk to you because you are not worthy to hear my voice.
I won’t think of you because you are not worthy to be a picture in an album of my mind.
I won’t want to be with you because I know what I want now,
And that’s someone deserving of me.
You never apologized for what you did to me and others.
You just disappeared and went back to where you came from.
As I leave behind my thoughts, emotions, and my love for you.
I just want to say I missed you, I loved you, you made me happy, and…
Two can play at this game.
Thank you all so much for reading this post! I am so happy I can finally share my poems with you all and I love all the support I am getting for them. If you guys are interested in reading a series of my poems, please let me know! I am super excited to share with you all new blog posts I have planned for this month. Please follow me on Instagram and Pinterest @helpfulinspiringblog and if you need to contact me, please email me at: helpfulinspiringblog@gmail.com. I will see you all very soon and stay tuned for new blog posts!
-Sonia
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